21

21.

believe it or not, I am turning that milestone age, twenty-freakin-one.

have ...21 years gone by that quickly?

and if tomorrow were my last day, what could i say that i have accomplished?

back here again.

oh, so much easier said than done.

I can't get out of my own insecurities.
I can't let go of my pride.
I can't stop wishing things would all be better.
I can't stop criticizing myself.
I can't.

first bite

I should be studying for my Japanese final tomorrow...
but knowing I can only get an A- in the class isn't motivating me to do any work...
I guess that explains all the facebook, limewire, and this current blog.

Well, last friday....I went to my first FICB banquet thingie.
It was great. Cool performances. Cool food. Cool people. All for God.


So I thought this picture was cool because it obviously has all the sophomore girls...
But look closely, we're all aligned like a cross.
Double cool. heehee.

Other than that...It was also Vicky's 20th birthday this past weekend.
Gregoire's sandwiches, Nation's Banana Cream Pie x2, and more.
Happy Birthday, Vicky Ma.

Hm. More news.
I officially started my diet this week.
Thanks to myplate.com, I am successfully counting all the calories I consume.
Plus frequent RSF outings.


Motivation to us all. Sigh.

Can't wait till summer break! YAY!

second plate

I actually crossed!

Enough pledging. Enough whining. Enough MIA-ing.


Me and the bros<3

first plate

I want to go back in time.
Back to the dreams of becoming a doctor, ballerina, singer, or announcer...
Back to waking up to Sailor Moon, trips to the Zoo, snack time and sleep time during school, and recess on the playground...


Now, I just seem to helplessly count down the days before law school, endless hours at work, and migraines.

I now understand why parents vicariously live through their children.


Ew. Enough pessimism.

YUM.